the road not taken..

salam..

semaken jarang irene menulis kan... hmm.. jiwa kacau lahh.. ambah ngan keje yang semakin banyak mengejar waktu.. terasa agak ketat sket tiap minit yang berlalu..

school holidays.. sesuatu ttg schl holidays.. selalunyer irene menanti kedatangan waktu nih.. bangun lambat, mandi lambat, tgk tv.. iskk pangai!! x senonoh lgsg!!

tp keadaan berubah.. coti skola ke, idak ke, skola ku rumah ku.. tp x jd syurga ku, sbb ade jek keje kene wat..

penah dgr THE ROAD NOT TAKEN? alerr.. english teachers, mesti da nyampah giler ngan poem nih..

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth; 5

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same, 10

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back. 15

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference. 20

poem nih di ajar utk plajar form 4, tp setakat tahun lepas. tahun nih da dapat text laen.. nk tau ngape ngan poem neh?? haa... here, i paste the meaning of the poem taken from www.cummingsstudyguides.net

Summary, Stanza 1

On the road of life, the speaker arrives at a point where he must decide which of two equally appealing (or equally intimidating) choices is the better one. He examines one choice as best he can, but the future prevents him from seeing where it leads.

Summary, Stanza 2

The speaker selects the road that appears at first glance to be less worn and therefore less traveled. This selection suggests that he has an independent spirit and does not wish to follow the crowd. After a moment, he concludes that both roads are about equally worn.

Summary, Stanza 3

Leaves cover both roads equally. No one on this morning has yet taken either road, for the leaves lie undisturbed. The speaker remains committed to his decision to take the road he had previously selected, saying that he will save the other road for another day. He observes, however, that he probably will never pass this way again and thus will never have an opportunity to take the other road.

Summary, Stanza 4

In years to come, the speaker says, he will be telling others about the choice he made. While doing so, he will sigh either with relief that he made the right choice or with regret that he made the wrong choice. Whether right or wrong, the choice will have had a significant impact on his life.

Notes

1..The road beyond the bend may represent the future or the unknown, neither of which can be perceived.
2..Here, Frost uses personification, saying that the road has a claim.
3..Personification occurs here also if wanted means desired. No personification occurs, however, if wanted means lacked.
4..Sigh can indicate relief or happiness, or it can indicate regret or sorrow. The interpretation of its meaning is up to the reader.


what is this all about? MYSELF. i am at the diverged road. dunno either to take the left or the right turn. both equally hurt me. i am still standing there, looking at what opportunity would each offers me.

all this while, i am a very confidence person. like a friend of mine has said, "kalo u kate itam, itam laa.. kalo putih, putih laa..". but tis time, i couldnt decide. getting confused each day.

still searching for the answer. tp semakin mencarik, semakin luka. semakin keliru! semakin lemah. semakin terduduk.

sahabat, maafkan aku, kalo ketika nih, sukar utk kamu melihat aku.. aku sendiri sukar mencari AKU

salam~

salam..

havent been writing for a long time..

tade mood..

tade idea..

tade mende menarik nak share..

even ately neh pon, pe irene wat hanyalah men treasure isle, browsing YOUtube, and post it on my FB wall.. xde xtvt menariklahh..

aheh! by the way, de satu mende menarik irene nak share..

I LOST MY WEIGHT!!

banyak? x banyak laa.. around 4 kg for the past few weeks..
irene ilang selera makan.. irene xleh tdo.. hahaha.. susut siott!!
but satu g petua, irene manyak menom yogurt.. cam addicted plak..

the brand i am taking, Nestle BLISS.. seriously, my body is getting blissed!

imagine, selama nih, all my kebaya yang irene pandang sebelah mate sebab sakit ati tgk tergantung jek dalam lemari tu, irene leh pakai balik!!

paling irene ske, my PANDU PUTERI uniform kebaya n SMKBM nyer batik uniform kuning coklat tu!! siyes ase nak melompat jek!!

by the way, that is an improvement, and i am going to achieve more..

now, i am around 54, and gonna try hard to reach 50..

pray for my success ekk...

tp yang paling wat irene terharu, bile my students and fellow teacher friends praise me.. wah.. maken ase bersemangat..

hikhikhik..

neway, again, pray for my success to reach 50 kg ekk.. siyes.. i do believe i need to do something to make myself really happy..

:) see ya next time!!

petua??? xde.. ehh.. ade!!!
MAKAN ATI ULAM JANTUNG MEMANYAK... KOMPOM, CEPAT LAA LOOSE WEIGHT :D

salam...

irene baru balik dari house warming umah kawan irene kat bukit jelutong...

mase sampai umah dier tu, irene tanyer, "Na, ko xde bele kucing ke?"
tp dier kate, at the moment, lom agik.. ngah carik...
gpun, dok apartment, susah sket..

irene wendu ngat nak bermanje ngan kucing..
sebab irene wendu ngat kat mami tam..

then irene balik, irene tgk de kawan irene paste satu video clip, seekor kucing cube berikan CPR pada seekor kucing laen yang kene langgar..
syahdu ngat irene tgk video clip tu...

so, koang tgk aa ekk..
irene da nanges da..




mami.. mami kat mane?? balik laa umah mami.. da dekat setahun da mami xde kat umah nehh.. wendu ngat..

the ending song from a movie THE LAST SONG. layan gak...
apsal irene x tau pe2 pasal movie neh? de siar kat mesia ke x?? hmm... i love this song..

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
Beautiful melody, when the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy (Yeah)
When my world is falling apart,
when there is no light to break up the dark
That's when I (I, I) look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I, I) look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness, I see the truth
You love me for who I am like the stars
hold the moon
Right there where they belong and I know
I'm not alone (Yeah)

When my world is falling apart,
when there is no light to break up the dark
That's when I (I, I) look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I, I) look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I, I) look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me
All I need every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful (Yeah, Yeah)

When the waves are flooding the shore and I
can't find my way home anymore
That's when I (I) look at you

You appear just like a dream to me.


:)

Salam..

Tetibe ada ase melankolik..

Irene ngah tgk siri adamaya.. Tetibe ase sayu. Cam hepi plak kapel layan anak. Hmm..

Can i have that moment? Really wish to have that..

outing!!

salam...

irene xde laa lama ngat x outing...

mggu lepas irene outing da.. ngan the girls.. g ke i-city.. fun? not really.. just have a bit fancinating over the trees lights.. as well as the animals decoarations.. but most of all, happy coz i could pose next to the nice cars.. haaa.. hehehe..
td plak irene pi tt mali's @ tmn medan.. well, even irene ngaja kat area tu, tp irene xtau kat ne mali's tu.. berpusing gak jab laa carik.. hahaha.. sebbaek wadi ade...

meknik. tee, tq for coming. cian angpa sosek.. tu laa.. mali's tu xde signboard. haku pun kompius gak memule..

neway, irene da nantok.. sok nak drive ke ipoh.. jirang irene ngajak anta anak dier bertunang.. ikot jek laa.. gpon dulu abang irene nikah n tunang pun dier ikot.. hehehe..

kot-kot laa leh cuci mate..

nite2 all.. da laa satu hari suntuk irene sakit pala. makan pulut. da au pulut bikin sakit pala, makan sapa suh kan...

love u all!

2010

salam...

asenyer lama da irene xde menulis dalam blog.. well.. 2010 is a hectic years.. gish, march pula irene nih sampikan xcukup 24 sehar nak wat kijer.. Allah jek lah tau macam mane tensen n sakit atinyer irene nih ngadap kijer neh sme..

hmm.. skang neh alhamdulillah, idop irene n workload irene da ringan sket, tp nak promise samada irene akan menulis kembalik kerap seperti dulu, tgk keadaan k.. sebab bile badan penat, mood pun xde nak menulis.. nnt laen plak jadiknyerr..

ok ari nih irene xde kot nak menulis panjang. just asenyer irene happy sebab kebetulan dapat jumpe fail gamba lama dalam pendrive irene. tersenyum irene tgk gamba lama di pahang dulu. terkenang pencapaian terbaek dalam idop yang kini jauh dari jangkauan. terpikir gak, mampu ke irene nak wat balik sme cam dulu. dulu asenyer xde laa lelah macam skang neh.. ye lah, umo pun da banyak, energy da kurang..

by the way, smlm, somebody yang telah lama memberi sokongan moral pd irene menyuarakan sesuatu yang da lama di pendamkan. dier kate, dier nak sangat tgk irene kawen. hmmm kengkadang, nak tangkes kekate org cam tu susah gak.. ye lah, irene neh bukkanyer mude lagi nak find someone, kene plak masa xde nak kua berkenalan ngan org.. pasal jodoh irene serahkan saja pd ALLAH. de gak dikalangan my ex student yang bertanya nape irene lom kawen, tp maleh laa nak jawab soklan tu.. kalo laa irene de calon suami, irene pun xnak tggu lelame.. soal jodoh nih, kerja ALLAH. kite sme x mampu nak jangka kan...

ok lahh.. insya ALLAH, hari mendatang irene tulis lagi ye.. irene nak tdo da neh... take care...