pray for them..

salam...

dalam beberapa ari neh, irene xsehat.. haa... sempot x hengat nyer!! ais? xde lah! irene mane de menom ais ngat.. kalo order ais pun, kurang ais.. haa camno? tanyer ida kantin, tau laa dier..

hmm.. n dalam beberapa mggu nih gak, irene prati, bebrapa sahabat yang irene sayangi, di landa duka.. ade yang nampak macam terluka sket jek, ade yang nampak makan dalam, dan ade yang nampak nyer, terus berpaling. ishhhkk.. irene tenggelam punca. tiada siapa pun yang menyuarakan.. irene just perati jek keadaan melaui status update dan juga komen para pembaca..

sahabat, i know i am far from all of you, but all of you are never far from my heart.. close enuff. and i know, all of you have your trusted friend to be your shoulder to cry on, and hopefully smiles will appear on those faces again, not the tears...

and guys, i am not good with words.. u know how straightforward i am, but would like to give mu assurance, 'what ever the options have left for you, choose the right one, and i will always be by you side (no literally lah!)'

ok guys, before we end, of of my dearest friends yang de prob tu, dier share this vid at her page. so now, i would like to share with you ppl..

here yours...



DILEMA CINTA - UNGU

seberapa salahkah diriku
hingga kau sakiti aku begitu menusukku
inikah cara membalas
aku yang slalu ada saat kau terluka

seberapa hinanya diriku
hingga kau ludahi semua yang ku beri untukmu
tak ada satupun perasaan
yang mampu membuatku begitu terluka

Reff:
namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu
terlambat bagiku pergi darimu
begitu terlalu indah perasaan itu
tak mudah untukku jauh darimu

telah kucoba segala cara
tuk bahagiakan kamu merebut hatimu
namun tak semudah yang ku bayangkan
bila kau tak inginkan ku tuk disisimu

tak pernah kurasakan sebelumnya
menginginkan dirinya hingga ku tak kuasa
meyakini hatiku bahwa ku mampu berlalu

I AM JUST A GIRL!!

salam..

pepagi dendemam neh, leh plak gua just nak layan farmville kan.. kang kui semilan nak bawak bebdak tu g li baju n kelengkapan skola.. aisehh.. kopak g gua.. tp xpe, as long as duwet aku x ngalir kat karok, gua x kesahh..

huhuhu semalam gua dapat lepas gian gua.. gua shopping kat butik adidas, xhengat!! men amik jek pe barang gua nak!! sampai adik tu tanyer, akak, nape x borong sme skalik kat kedai neh!! iskk loyar buruk ko ekk deq!! kire naseb baek laa ko entertain aku, ko dapat komisen deq non oii!!!

hmm.. semlm dok bia jek dalm bonet kete. xleh bawak masuk, nnt abang gua bising! bukan pe.. patut skang neh kene jimat sket, tp latly neh gua membantai menghabeskan duwett.. iskk.. gua practise retail therapy!!!

huhuh.. nak upload ke barang gua li semaalam?? alaa.. beberapa helai tshirt n workout apparel, then satu set track n jacket.. hmm sepasang kasut yang finally aku dapat jumpe saiz aku!! wehh bengang tau.. asyik xde saiz jek tiap kali aku pi sane!!


hmm.. ok laaa.. my lucky song for today, as i switch on my tune, tetibe lagu nih plak yang kua.. ok aa.. enjoy!!!



JUST A GIRL - NO DOUBT
Take this pink ribbon off my eyes
I'm exposed
And it's no big surprise
Don't you think I know
Exactly where I stand
This world is forcing me
To hold your hand
'Cause I'm just a girl, little 'ol me
Don't let me out of your sight
I'm just a girl, all pretty and petite
So don't let me have any rights

Oh...I've had it up to here!
The moment that I step outside
So many reasons
For me to run and hide
I can't do the little things I hold so dear
'Cause it's all those little things
That I fear

'Cause I'm just a girl I'd rather not be
'Cause they won't let me drive
Late at night I'm just a girl,
Guess I'm some kind of freak
'Cause they all sit and stare
With their eyes

I'm just a girl,
Take a good look at me
Just your typical prototype

Oh...I've had it up to here!
Oh...am I making myself clear?
I'm just a girl
I'm just a girl in the world...
That's all that you'll let me be!
I'm just a girl, living in captivity
Your rule of thumb
Makes me worry some

I'm just a girl, what's my destiny?
What I've succumbed to Is making me numb
I'm just a girl, my apologies
What I've become is so burdensome
I'm just a girl, lucky me
Twiddle-dum there's no comparison

Oh...I've had it up to!
Oh...I've had it up to!!
Oh...I've had it up to here!

GET IN THE RING!!

salam...

satu masa dulu, irene neh xleh lekang dari walkman SONY irene.. wuiisshhhh time skola dulu, walkman SONY tu perkara wajib.. kirenyer macam iPod or MP3 skang aaa.. xpun macam enpon laa skang...

dulu irene ske layanz lagu yang irene tape sendrik dari radio.. for info abah irene xske irene li kaset memaner artis.. jd ape yang irene leh wat ialah, record dari radio...

tp as mekaen besau, irene da pandai carik duwet sendrik, da pandai kompol duit agik.. irene start li kaset or album yang irene gemo or aim.. few collections of white snakes, scorpions, GNR, Metalica da juga PILGRIMS and Kugiran di Tepi Pantai.. iskk..

tp yang paling irene sayang n org kate bg extra attention, USE YOUR ILLUSIONS II. huhuhu.. mmg sangat sayang.. sampaikan ase nyer dulu, leh hafal laa sme lagu dalam tu.. tp jgn suh irene recall balik skang.. otak ne da merepot.. maken tua aa katakan..

well, here irene nak uploadkan vid salah satu lagu yang mmg fav irene kt lam album neh.. enjoy guys!!

GET IN THE RING!!!




Why do you look at me when you hate me
Why should I look at you when you make me hate you too
I sense a smell of retribution in the air
I don't even understand why the fuck you even care
And I don't need your jealousy yeah
Why drag me down in your misery

And when you stare don't you think I feel it
But I'm gonna deal it back to you in spades
When I'm havin' fun ya know I can't conceal it
'Cause I know you'd never cut it in my game- Oh no
And when you're talkin' about a vasectomy- Yeah
I'll be writin' down your obituary-
HISTORY

You got your bitches with
the silicone injections
Crystal meth and yeast infections
Bleached blond hair,
Collagen lip projections
Who are you to criticize my intentions
Got your subtle manipulative devices
Just like you I got my vices
I got a thought that would be nice
I'd like to crush your head tight in my vice- PAIN!!

And that goes for all you punks in the press
That want to start shit by printin' lies instead of the things we said
That means you
Andy Secher at Hit Parader
Circus Magazine
Mick Wall at Kerrang
Bob Guccione Jr. at Spin,
What you pissed off cuz your dad gets more pussy than you?
Fuck you
Suck my fuckin' dick

You be rippin' off the fuckin' kids
While they be payin' their hard earned money to read about the bands
They want to know about
Printin' lies startin' controversy
You wanta antagonize me
Antagonize me motherfucker
Get in the ring motherfucker
And I'll kick your bitchy little ass
PUNK

I don't like you, I just hate you
I gonna kick your ass,
Oh yeah! Ohyeah!

You may not like our integrity yeah
We built a world out of anarchy
Oh yeah!

AND IN THIS CORNER WEIGHING IN AT 850 POUNDS- GUNS N' ROSES

Get in the ring
Yeah

Yeah this song is dedicated to
All the Guns n'fuckin' Roses fans
Who stuck with us through all the Fucking shit
And to all those opposed...
Hmm...well

p/s: couldnt get the right vid laa... cam siyot jek you tube!!

NUR KASIH

salam...

mggu neh episod akhir NUR KASIH.. sebuah drama siri yang telah mencetuskan fenomena di kalangan penonton drama melayu.. irene sendrik sebagai seorang manusia yang jarang menonton tv pun, akan melekat depan tv..

bukan irene soang ek, ramai g penonton yang diluar tu yang akan menitiskan air mata menonton kisah perjalanan hidup NUR AMINA yang mencari kebahagiaan buat dirinya.. aisehh xnak le melankolik di sini.. rasanya, sme org tau tg drama neh kan..

but yang pasti, fenomena NUR KASIH disekolah irene x hanya pada guru melayu, malah pada guru bukan melayu.. setiap hari isnin, pasti jadi perbualan hangat.. hinggakan pada yang x mengikuti siri ini dari awal, akan menonton secara online, web tv3 atau sumber laen...

tp mggu nih last episod.. iskk.. kan best kalo bersambung... tp ye lah kan, macam SPA Q, biler wat musim kedua, jd cam hampeh!!!

well, irene letakkan di sini, vid dari penyanyi NUR KASIH, YASSIN, yang mempersembahkan lagu ini sewaktu SEPARUH AKHIR MUZIK MUZIK mggu lepas..

ENJOY!!




Lewat ini ku rasakan
Kasih kian ku dambakan
Resah hati yang ku pendam
Pada takdir dan harapan

Detik waktu dan suratan
Siapa tahu ketentuan
Ku mencari cahayanya
Dalam bayang kegelapan

Nur kasih
Nur kasih

Nasib hidup dan pilihan
Lain hukum setiap insan
Mengharapkan perjalanan
Dalam maya kesamaran

Nur kasih
Nur kasih

Aku kembali kerana masih
Mencari yang hakiki
Sinar pasti
Janji suci yang abadi

Ooo kasih
Nur kasih
Oh nur kasih
Nur kasih

Aku kembali kerana
Masih mencari yang hakiki
Sinar pasti
Janji suci yang abadi

Nur nur ya nur kasih
Nur ya nur kasih
Nur nur kasih
Nur kasih..


p/s: irene carik kebahagiaan diri irene gak.. tp di mana ekk kebahagiaan irene tu bersembunyik?? hmm....

waahhhh!!!

salam...

huk huk huk....
suda almost dua bulan tau!!!!

gile lama dua bulan tuh!!!

da ase senak.. sesak gegiler aa neh!!!!

tapi akhirnya, lepas hampir dua bulan, berjaya jua ditamatkan riwayat nyer...

da x tahan da nak nanggung kesakitan!!!

aheh!!!!!!!

BESTNYER TENGOK LAM AKAUN, GAJI DA MASOK!!!!

YEAY!!!!!!

TIME IS RUNNING OUT - MUSE

salamz...

da lama da donlod lagu neh.. n dalam sebulan neh layanz lagu neh jek pong lam kete.. dok repeat manyak kali.. aheheh... bikin kasik naik itu speed kalo lambat g keje.. wakakaka.. makeh kuat dier jerit, makin kuat gua tekan pedal minyak...

actually lagu nih da jadik theme song gua sejak setahun lepas.. ade sebab beb!! tapi kalo xde sebab pun, mmg gua ngan adik gua layanz MUSE nih sesangat!!!

wuuuhhhuuuuu!!! ENJOY!!!



I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
you've created

You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

You will be the death of me
Yeah You will be the death of me
Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted

Now that you know I'm trapped
sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation

You will squeeze the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
ooooohh

yeah You will suck the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Ooooohh

DEAR GOD , i wish for miracle..

salam...
irene ngah try upload pic wedding (not weeding yerr..) hana ngan nonet kat melaka semalam... hmm.. cam ampeh kan.. berpuluh kali upload failed.. xtau pe yang xkene..

well.. tetibe teringat si emma victor tu suh donlod kan lagu dari ADAM LAMBERT - TIME FOR MIRACLE. sape adam lambert tu pun irene xtau.. sampai le nih aa.. ooo.. peserta AMERACAN IDOL 10.. huhu.. maklom le.. tahun neh irene xde ngikot ngat AI nehh.. xde mase tgk tv.. kureng minat pun.. season baru 90210 pun irene x tgk.. nenanti le... serius... xde keinginan.. irene ngah gile membaca skang.. ye laa.. da lama ngat irene ase irene neh x membaca... so, irene de spend beberapa ratus hengget bebaru neh for my mini library.. with JAMES PETERSON and CECILIA AHERN novels... iskk.. layanz..

tgk balik lagu neh.. iskk.. de maksud upenyer... iskk.. kene batang idung aku gak.. ema, lagu nih de kene batang idong ko gak ke??

hmm.. my dearest ema, this is for u.. hope u like it... love u ma fren!!



It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile.

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just want to be with you
Cause living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it coming?
You know I can hear it,
Hear every soul,
Baby when you feel me feeling you

You know it's time...

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us