Patut x?

Salam...

Ari ni irene ase penat ngat. Actually dr mggu lps irene ase penat tahap melampau. Ye la.. Ngan preparation mesy pibg n sbgainye.. Even last monday tu cuti, tp xase lege langsung..

Hmm.. Kebetulan on monday tu, i have agreed to fetch some friends from lcct. They were from bandung. Short vacations. Sbg kawan lama n xde plak xtvt on that particular day, i didnt mind la to pick them up. So, irene bwk kete akak irene. Lalala.. Drove all the way to lcct. Akak mmg tgglkan kete sbb dia nk blik kg, xde minyak. So i poured in for rm30.

Dr puchong, i drove to lcct through usj..

Ok, fetched them at 11.30. Then drove off to send one of them at bangi.

Done. Then coz it was already lunch hour, so sggh kat restoren yus.. Mamam.. Xhengat seksyen bape..

"Kire easing ek dek" said one of my passengers.. Ok.

After lunch, since they were all tired n considering two of the were going to drive back to jb, n as they told me they need to rest b4 going back, so i took them to my sis' place at balakong.

Rehat, makan, tgk tv, lelapkan mate. Ok.

Bukak beg tjk souvenir, n amik souvenir. Kek lapis coklat. Sebijik kek, share utk dua rumah. Hmm.. Ok.

Tjk kaen sulam kebaya they bought there. Nk jual. I liked one of them. Ok la. Rege jual bape? Rm150. Tp rege kwn, rm130. Hmm.. "xpe. Amik la. Xyah bya skang. Tggu gaji ujung bln." Silence.

My sis should be arrived from ipoh at 8pm, so they said to wait for her. "Alaa.. Kte dinner la skali ngan ayeen." Ok.

Then i rushed back to ampang to send my sis back to college. Then rushed back to balakong. Arrived at balakong at 8.30pm.

Had dinner at a tom yam restaurant at cavenzi. I only ordered fried rice n my sis ordered nasik paprik. Just had warm water n juice. Done.

At the counter. Again "Ni nk baya skali ke asing ne?" asked the cashier. Suddenly a voice.. "asing". Ok.

Then drove them back to putrajaya, as they park the vehicle at my fren's apt. Hmm.. Took out the luggage from the car, they started the engine, kiss kiss hug hug, then, daadaa.. Silence. Hmm..

Drove back to balakong from putrajaya with my sis. Silence. I looked at her, she looked at me. Then both looked at the road. Silence. Arrived home, the fuel tank had been emptied..

At home..
"not even a word ek.."
?
"xde pun dia tanye ek, bape minyak or tol td.. N xde pun nk pay for the meal.."
Me just silence, coz i have started to feel hurt inside since we left putrajaya..
"bape rege kaen tu? Rege kawan kurang doploh jek dr rege jual?"
Silence again..

The next day, went to school. Dont want to remember that. But another fren of mine talked about her famili vacation. Huh, to bandung too. Didnt know what drove me, i asked..

"ila, kalo kebaya sulam kaen batek tu, bape ek kat sane lps convert duit kte?"
"alaa.. Dlm tige patploh hengget jek kerin."
ZASSS!!!

Drove home that day, i cried. But xpe, the next day i wanted to ask ila if the one i hold now is the one she meant by that price.

The next day..

"Kerin, yg ni la yg ila tgk around rege tu. Kalo nk tgk yg mahal punye, esok ila bwk.."
"haa? Dia jual rege kwn rm130? Kalo ila la jd dia, ila bg jek free kat kerin. Sbb kerin da jemput anta g. Siap bg rehat lepak tdo lg.."
Silence. Drove home i cried. I want to return back that thing to her. I feel hurt.

Dear fren. It is not that i couldnt afford to pay. It is not that the material is cheap. But it is about taking advantages on ppl kindness in the name of frienship.

It makes me so sad that she took my willingness for granted. I am not expecting her to pay back all the expenses, fuel rm30, tol usj klia rm4.70, klia bangi rm5.20. Not to mention my sis' place yg dia sepahkan.. Just looking fwd if she really appreciate us as her fren. It hurts me so much that she just discount the kaen for only rm20, even at that time i said "akak, sy bya rm100 jek la.." dia tarik muke. Then my other fren kate "haah ala akak, cover tol n minyak" and the only word she can say is "ah, xde". And it hurts me more when she didnt even offer herself to pay for my food that not even exceed rm10. And not even asked or mind to ask how much was my expenses to fetch them. Well, in the name of friendship.

Hmm.. I was from ampang, went to lcct. To balakong. Then to putrajaya to send them. Then back to balakong.

Not even a word.

In the name of friendship. Hmm..

Am i being too kind to ppl?