what is the use of having "people" around you but end up alone when you are not well

salam..

mmg.. ase cedey ngat..

sme rang kua.. hmm.. iren kene kurung dalam umah...

whenever i say i wanna go out just to ease my mind, make myself feel fresh and look at the beautiful world before the earth hour begins, they warn me.. "stay at home! mate tu sakit lagik.. kang making teruk kang.."

isk.. the prob is, i da terperap dalam umah since last thursday.. and ase macam nak gle dah!!! xlarat aa just nak baring tgk tv.. duduk tgk tv. i am not a tv type like u guys do. sementara cuaca ngah terang and my eyes still can see the road nih irene nak kua.. iskk.. dari semalam dok makan roti jek.. iskk.. i am not the roti type!! i wanna real food!!

i know i kene pantang makan, nak elakkan gatal kat mate tu, but pliz laa.. i need real food. i ve tried to eat oats.. yang diorang kate sedap tuh.. hmm.. doesnt suit my taste at all!!

my frens sme nyer bz.. ngan urusan memasing.. ngan family, ngan dating, ngan ntah.. hmm.. sampaikan i even ask to suggest where should i eat pun, depe x tau.. mmg what sakit ati....

well... again, what is the use of having "people" around you but end up alone when you are not well???

tell me...