salam..

ari nih irene online agik.. well waiting for something since yesterday.. a long lost person to reply my msg... LONG LOST PERSON???

yup.. accidently found him here online.. in TAGGED.. not accidently actually.. i am looking for him.. n found his profile when i keyed in his full name..

well.. just for info, twelve years ago, i was a problematic teenager. i was staying at an aunt's place coz my parents couldnt handle me anymore.. i had miscom with my parents. so, among my friends, there was a person introduced me to this fella.. he was such a great bro.. wrote notes to me.. to give me motivation on life and school.. well.. even called me from kedah.. haha.. jauh kan.. during that time there was no such thing called mobile phones and flat rates kan..

another thing, when he's having his practicum here, i went to meet him at bukit bintang area.. he treated me baskin robin ice cream. the very first time i have my taste bud on BR ice cream.. tq bro.. and on my 17th birthday, he gave me a cap and embroided pink towel.. still have that till now.. written HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAFI ROZERIN SWEET 17.. DORAEMON..

keep it till now coz want to meet him again..

till now dont know why so suddenly he disappeared himself..

if u happen to read this.. please... send me a message..

really wanna talk to you...

finding your profile here is the happiest moment of my life, coz it has been 12 years looking for you...

please my dear doraemon...

salam...

b4 i end.. kat profile kat tagged tu de lagu nih.. i know the history of this song...

enjoy!!

Widuri

Di suatu senja di musim yang lalu
Ketika itu hujan rintik
Terpukau aku menatap wajahmu
Di remang cahaya sinar pelangi
Lalu engkau tersenyum
Ku menyesali diri
Tak tahu apakah erti senyummu

Dengan mengusap titik airmata
Engkau bisikkan deritamu
Tersentuh hati dalam keharuan
Setelah tahu apa yang terjadi
Sekian lamanya engkau
Hidup seorang diri
Ku ingin membalut luka hatimu

( korus )
Widuri (widuri)
Elok bagai rembulan... oh sayang
Widuri (widuri)
Indah bagai lukisan... oh sayang
Widuri (widuri)
Bukalah pintu hati untuk ku
Widuri (widuri)
Ku akan menyayangi

Sekian lamanya engkau
Hidup seorang diri
Ku ingin membalut luka hatimu

( korus )
Widuri (widuri)
Elok bagai rembulan... oh sayang
Widuri (widuri)
Indah bagai lukisan... oh sayang
Widuri (widuri)
Bukalah pintu hati untuk ku
Widuri (widuri)
Ku akan menyayangi

Widuri (widuri)
Elok bagai rembulan... oh sayang
Widuri (widuri)...

and irene plak ske dgr lagu nioh.. tingat de soang peserta AF5, Stnaley penah nyanyi lagu nih... mmg best!!

YOU RAISE ME UP

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

[Instrumental break]

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up... To more than I can be.

wish to have a better life... :)

cant smile without you!!

salam..

a friend of mine just insert the first part of this song as her status in facebook.. ihiks!! i knew this song since i was in std 4. haha.. i am a big fan of ABBA n THE CARPENTERS songs by the way.. then the song really makes me smile to start the day.. aheheh

enjoy the song!!!

CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT YOU

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

pernah x???

pernah x tetibe.. koang ase koang putus ase dalam idop koang???

penah x koang ase.. tetibe jek ase macam segala keputusan yang penah koang wat dulu salah?

pernah x koang ase jek tetibe.. koang harap ape yang koang hadapi skang nih hanyalah satu mimpi.. so koang akan mangun, n then koang kate.. fuh naseb baek...

irene penah ase cam tu.. macam sme yang irene sebut kat atas.. tp irene tau... x baik nak memandang ke belakang, seolah menolak takdir..

astagfirullahalazim...

bukan nak menmain, tp tu yang irene ase skang..
irene nih da jauh narr nyer terleke.. sampaikan segala nya irene nak salahkan takdir.. iskk.. x baik tul.

irene ase macam takdir nih x sebelahi irene, tp kalo irene kekang balik susur perjalanan irene sepanjang irene masih hidup nih, banyak yang sebenarnya takdir menyebelahi irene.. wpun irene diberi dugaan yang berat, insayallah, ujian Allah tu masih mampu irene tepis..

tp irene herabn, nape tetibe lately nih irene ase macam irene x cukup kuat, irene tau. sebab irene ilang akal jab. irene tidak berserah pada NYA. masya ALLAH.. xpatut tul irene nih.

irene de azam baru. nak ubah diri.. memandangkan tahun baru akan tibe x lama agik.. irene nak hijrah.

well.. doakan kejayaan irene, ok!! tp as always laa.. slow2.. nnt kalo tetibe naik gear lime, kete pun semput!!

:)

over the weekend..

salam guys...

haha.. sepanjang cuti nih irene kate irene xde xtvt berfaedah yang irene wat kan.. haa.. still same goes now.. but i wanna share with all of u an exprience, yang may be bg orang laen mende biase.. but bg irene my first time experince.

well, as ramai yang tau, i am not a pure lady. yes.. for those who have known me for years akan tau yang irene nih sangat laaa nyampahnyer to appear ladylike in front of ppl. huk.. ape tah agik kalo kene berdandan berjam2.. tp bebaru nih mak cik irene ajak teman dier g dinner company yang dier kijer.. so as i know that it is such a big international company, huk, jd irene kene le appear according to the theme. huk...

so, first of all, i have to get my self a dress. i repeat, a dress. huk.. asenyer last irene li dress maser time irene baru masuk skola rendahh.. alerrr.. sebbaek kebetulan my pet sis nak g occasion kat brunei, so irene ikot dier g mencarik dress yang seswai ngan badan irene yang montel nih. hukk.. found one. shoulderless and knee-length. wallaaa... mano penah irene pakai dress paras lutut nih.. maklum le kaki irene nih macam kaki jantan.. tebal hutannyer...

so utk cover shoulderless tu, i bought myself a shawl.. hahaha... ok le tu.. the a new pair of shoes.. my pet sis suggest yang bertali kt ankle sebab dress tu knee length le..

sorry for being such a innocent (kunun...) but serious... i dont know how to dress up for a glamour dinner..

so since i have decided not to have any accessory (coz xnak ase cam telebey glamer plakk.. nak simple jek) so my WiSE fren suggest for me to have a not really neat-tied bun for my hair dressing. hahaha... so wat le sangul serabut tu.. again.. never set my hair before, coz i love to let them loose. huhu.. upenyer x lama ekk set rambut kat saloon nih.. just half an hour jek...

then ask the girl to put me on make-up as well.. hahaha.. mekap nih kalo bebese tu reti aaa gak nak wat sendrikk ( tu pun bebaru... lately nih jek reti nak ceconteng muke..) but for glamer dinner, x reti nyah!!! haha.. so amoi tu mekap laa skalik... giltter kunun.. tp irene nampak bese jek mekap dier.. tah.. xreti ler nak judge ok ke tak.. ase ok jek...

so, sampai jek kat vanue tu, kami naik ke ballroom. my aunt suh irene g jejenguk game kat sane sebelum dinner tu, but sme eala casino game, n mat saleh ngah ramai serbu, so malas laa.. haha.. just dok gegeget jek tit bits yang de kat lua tu... nice.. de choc dip agik..

so ble leh masuk kami pun masuk.. hahaha.. so irene duduk le ngan memakcik geng auntie irene tu.. skalik de soang secretary n kawan dier join kitwang sebab de seat kosong.. at least de gak le geng sebaya...

then the speech.. by whom? dont really pay attention.. sebab ase lapo da.. after the speech end kami g amik makanan... wallaaa.. panjang nyer Q even dier wat banyak stations. ye aa.. punyer laa wamai orang.

so, sesambil makan tu de aa few presentations.. de cultural dancing... so bile e agak owang da habis layan main course meal.. dier present artis yang dijemput.. irene memula x baper hirau ngat sapo artis nyerr.. sebab yang irene ingat my aunt sebut anita swak.. hmm.. until le persembahan pembukaan.. AMY SEARCH!!!.. walllaaa!!!

mmg head banging jab!!! KERJA GILA!!! waa.. then lagu TIADA LAGI.. then de satu agik lagu... tak ingat laa plakk... irene plak ikut daa owang lain ke depan pentas tu amik gamba dier.. kawan irene si emma tu kan sme amy search, so kene le ngejo dier nak gamba amy close up. skalik amy wat announcement nak 3 org naik ke pentas nyanyik ngan dier.. haaa... KERJA GILA irene wat.. larik naik atas pentas.. irene soang female... then de soang male, then soang boy.

then amy tanyer.. nih nak nyanyi lagu aperr... hukk.. mane irene tau.. irene sengehh jek... i kate up to u.. hahaha.. amy gelak. ok dier kate. then dier tanyer mamat soang tu, pun sesengeh jek.. ok laa.. dier kate dier nak nyanyik satu lagu yang bebtul kasik name search hangat.. bukan takat kat mesia.. but kat indon gak.. haa.. terus irene sebut.. isabella??? amy toleh n senyum.. ahahaha.. malu aku jab!!!!

so nyanyi laa.. dier start duluk!! then dier suh irene sambung, then mamat tu sambung, then boy tu sambung, then dier balik nyanyik.. huk.. tang chorus.. dier suh irene nyanyik dulu.. hukk.. leh ke nih.. kalo sumbang mintak mahap laa.. then.. irene dengar satu dewan tepuk.. miahahaha... ok.. then my sambung.. then mamat tu.. then budak tu...

so nyanyi laa kami sampai abehhh.. so ble da abehh.. kami turun le dari pentas.. so irene lalu laa sebelah soang mat saleh yang irene tau mmg bos department auntie irene.. dier kate well done.. good n lovely.. ahaha.. irene nk lari ke meje irene cepat sebab malu... then bile irene pi toilet ade aa dua tige org dok tegoo.. pandai ekk u nyanyi lagu melayu... laaa.. patut laa.. upernyer depe ingat irene cine!! iskk.. (lately nih slalu ngat org ingat irene cine.. since irene tukau hairstyle nih!!!)

then anita swak.. entering the hall.. iskk.. xske anita swak.. dier nyanyik lagu yang hanya mat saleh tu tau.. even showmanship dier best, tp time dier nynyik banyak yang kua pi amik makanan...

then buddy lorens. an entertainer invited from US. but he's good. dier wat homework tgk sape n aper yg diminati leh org malaysia skang. mamat nih dia nih pengajuk tau. dier leh nyanyi stail p ramlee.. x pelat pun.. n betol plak lirik tu.. macam mawi n m nasir.. then ramai gak aa yang dier ajuk... n make jokes too.. bestt.. mmg menghiburkan...

n finally jac victor.. waa.. tggi aa jac nih... dier pakai dress yag makin menyerlahkan kecantikan dier... soft light blue.. enter the hall with DANCING QUEEN.. waahh.. terangkat... irene pun ikot terangkat gak dari kosi ke depan pentas n menari ngan owang laen gakk.. heheh besttt!!! irene dok menari jek kat depan stage tu.. skalik maser soang soang owang naek atas pentas nak bergambar ngan jac.. irene pun naekk.. hahaha.. kamere kat tangan kan.. kan da bese amik gambar sendriikk.. haha.. sandar sebelah jac, an shoot.. jac spun sporting.. dier tunduk sket n CHEESE!!! waaa... send kat emma.. skenyer dier!!!! emma kan peminat jac. kalo x, xkan laa emal dier emmavictor!!!

ok.. then waititng for the lucky draw moment which we're not lucky.. then dah kui 12.10 am.. waktu cindarella da tamat.. well.. kuda da tuka jadik tikus.. irene da tuka jadik hodoh... n kete kuda da tuka jadik pumpkin.. so balik, anta my aunt ke umah dier, irene balik umah irene, tuka dress.. bukak sanggul.. then zassss....

esokknyer mangun pagi n g bekpes umah abah..
sebelum tu irene tenung jek dress tu... bile agik nak pakai dress tu??? li memahal... huhu xpe laa.. may be one fine dayy.. *sigh*

ok aa all.. irene nak sign out... it is an unforgetable experience... the dress, the singing, the dancing... ye laa.. keje kerajaan nih, wont have such event lerr.. i know may be de owang kate irene nih lelebeyy.. or over excited, or JAKUN, but hey, never had this kind of opportunity before... so.. xpe laa terlebey excited pun.. kan....

ok.. song of thr day.. TIADA LAGI by AMY SEARCH.. (just love this song.. bisa bikin nangis!!!)

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