Almost believing This *was not* pretending..

salam..

on the Depavali Hols mood.. lazy mood so far.. aheh! bila coti, segalanya pon nak coti kan..

this evening i was visiting a friend, and her baby.. ske bebenor ngaco budak tu.. but today, the baby was not well.. kembong dr pg.. smlm kene rashes terok.. baek rashes kene kembong pulak.. hmm.. susah ati si ibu.. td dpt laa tolong sesket to cure the baby.. n before i left, dia punye tentut.. fuhhh mcm mesingun kua nyer... but just now, i got smses form the mother, informing me that the baby is getting worsen.. kembong balik.. hmm.. it is already 2.50am.. da tgh malam sgt pon kalo aku nk kua ke sana.. awal pagi gile.. quite dangerous gak kan..

well, my prayers from far, hope the baby would get well by the morning..

ok, what i want to share here actually, is a song. stendet aa.. music of my life kan.. td, the mummy was sharing few stories with me.. bout her baby.. while we were watching tv, and criticising the program/show on the tv aa kan.. kami kan penerbit drama kan.. kritik jek tau kan.. and then tetibe dia cakap... "yang, ko tau x sape nyanyi lagu SO CLOSE dlm movie Enchanted tu?" as for me yg jenis ske menonong jek tgk movie tanpe kesah sapa actor/actress/director/producer/singer/whoever terlibat aa kan, jwb le xtau.. then i googled through my phone.. and the, JON MCLAUGHLIN.. occay, she said.. i tried to play it on the phone, but the coverage was not good at her place, so i told her, later would download it for her..

then i left. got an appointment with a group of friends yg juge lama x jumpe.. aheh! then, reached home by 12..

da terlelap sebenarnye, but bila terjaga, xleh pejam lak mata neh.. kene lak dpt sms tu.. hmm.. so, turned on my lappy, n carik lagu tu..

n i understand very much why she wanted that song so much.. coz as i read the lyric, my tears also fallen..

so close, but yet so far.. only me and her know bout it..



You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on
For only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye
And never knew
So close was waiting
Waiting here with you
And now, forever, I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching
That famous happy end
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Now you're beside me
And look how far we've come
So far
We are
So close
Oh, how could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close to reaching
That famous happy end
Almost believing
This *was not* pretend
Let's go on dreaming
Though we know we are
So close
So close, and still
So far

D I F F E R E N C E S B E T W E E N L O V E A N D L I K E

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you like , you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring
But in front of the person you like, winter is just a beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile.

In front of the person you love, you can' t say everything on your mind
But in front of the person you like, you can.

In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy
But in front of the person you like, you can show your ownself.

Then person you love comes into your mind every 2 minutes.
You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.

The feeling of love starts from the eye
And the feeling of like starts from the ear.

So if you stop liking a person you used to like
All you need to do is cover your ears,
But if you try to close your eyes
Love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever after.

Author Unknown